Shrink Me

I begin...I begin.. where do I begin ??

The ten things that I ever was !!

are coming to an end

1st

My young heart is tumbling

I must tie it to my chest

before i start to confess

2nd

listening to bands

from Finland

while i live in

England !!!

3rd

my absurd

excuse of being in my own world

its like deja vu

like hmmm

has it occurred

4th

i go back and fourth

not perfect

just like a broken magnetic north

5th

i witnessed hearts full of hate

and filth

they whisper in ur ear

Next thing..

2 tha devil ur giving birth

6th

What am I worth to this earth

It keeps taking never giving back

am suffering in this dearth

Is it hell on earth

If it is

then, what a shake

A mind break

mind dripping with the sweet taste of ash

No laughter no mirth

.....

7th,8th,9th and 10th

when do I Stop?

am just Just gunna let it drop

I can hear it coming

Help me out don't wait till I snap

please Shrink me

like I used to shrink you

Not Lovin' it

its a long story but ill make it short

...

it was a normal day like any other day

sitting in my house

reaching for the newspaper

and reading through it

as soon as i finished reading

i got changed and went out

i got on the bus

went to see a friend

he said am hungry lets go for a bite to eat

i said am not hungry my self

but ill come along

as soon as he had his food

i told him that am going to go home

and went back home

when i got back home

i made some food for myself

and sat down in front of the TV

(very short right lol)

...

soo

i switched the tv on

advertisement was on so i started attacking my food

out of nowhere i heard

"i'm lovin' it"

it hit me

i stooped eating

flashbacks

Morning newspaper

i read

"i'm lovin' it"

...

on the bus going to see a friend

going past

"i'm lovin' it"

...

my friend went to eat omg

we went to ...

"i'm lovin' it"

...

and last but not least

i turn on the tv

and again

"i'm lovin' it"

i couldn't believe it

at that minute i realised that "i'm lovin' it"

is the term that they use to brain wash peoples minds

through out that day i heard it over 5 times

in 5 different places

and the result was, by the 4th time the victim was down (my friend)

...

now ?? i personally don't see why people love that place ???

i was also lucky not to think that

(donald mcdonald)

was a cool clown

they were targeting kids at that time

and its fair to say that they were

successful in doing that

looking at how many people love that place !!

i mean take a look at this old advert

and see for your self

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jwb9W51j7fo

they had a target

and that target grew up

thinking that donald McDonald was a cool character

and that he is the hamburger happy clown

so yes some people might say that am weird

and that place is the best

but for real

NOT LOVIN' it

and if you think your lovin' it

look at this little drawing i did

maybe you will change your mind :)

this is how i see

donald McDonald

Girls Do Cry

she was unwanted

the unwanted doll

...

kids didnt want to play with her

so in the hot dusty loft

she laid there

...

looking at the other boy doll across the loft...

with a smile on her face

thinking am not alone after all

...

every day she wakes up &

she says to her self

"shall i ask him to play with me"

but she never asks

...

time went by and

a day became a week,

a week became month,

a month became a year

and a year became 20 years.

...

she finally decided to ask him

and said i have nothing to loose

so she said "....

..... haay you ???

ya you????

boooooyyy doll ????

Can you please play with me ???

...

the boy doll didnt answer

he stayed silent

finally the girl doll

said

(play with me or kill me)

...

the boy doll looks at her and says

(can i play with you then kill you)

the girl doll cried till she dissolved to little tiny bits

...

the boy was terrified

and it was to late

he was only joking

...

Moral of the story

is

boys be careful when you joke with a girl

because they might not be able to handle it

so think "girls do cry"

Beautiful Day

It was a sunday morning...

while i was awake working on some of my "creepy ART"

as you all have noticed

in the EAT ME post

http://redskistudio.blogspot.com/2010/10/1st-blog-test.html

which had some criticism lol

not to mention

some anonymous person commented and asked me if i was a (necrophile) ???

i think he was talking about Necrophilia !!

...

Anyway that Sunday morning a good friend of mine sent me a message on my blackberry messenger at 4:57

" Goood mornin :)"

"Isn't everything just prettier in the morning light?"

so i said

"hmm i guess so"

not fully convinced

...

i went on with my day

after a few hours

i heard the famous track

Beautiful Day

by U2

so i thought hmm

some times people judge you

or say something that could hurt your feelings

and rip you to parts

but that does not mean you can let it get to you

and destroy your day

so never let things get to you ... if you like what you do and your happy with your self then

live every day like its a Beautiful Day

The heart is a bloom,

Shoots up through the stony ground

But there's no room,

No space to rent in this town

You're out of luck

And the reason that you had to care,

The traffic is stuck

And you're not moving anywhere.

You thought you'd found a friend

To take you out of this place

Someone you can lend a hand

In return for grace

It's a beautiful day

The sky falls

And you feel like it's a beautiful day

Don't let it get away

u2 - Beautiful Day

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Special thanks to

C'est Moi

for allowing me to use one of her paintings

i have edited the painting

but you can see the orginal one at the end of this post

also you can follow her on twitter

http://twitter.com/Reena_Coquine

What Do They Tell You ????

What Do They Tell You????

they tell you they love you

they tell you they need you

they tell you they want you

...

they tell you that your one of a kind

they tell you things that will never cross your mind

...

they say what they want you to hear

and they don't listen even when you whisper in their ear

...

attention seekers

in love non believers

...

out of no where

your not the one

lies keep coming such as "after you I don't want none"

or you shouldn't be with me you deserve better

not to your face but in a letter

they explain how every thing is gone

...

you were cold, cold as ice

and my problem am too nice

...

after all that

you forgot

i did not

so

Thanks

(You Left a Hole Where My Heart Should Be)